poetik

SPENT. I'm so broke. Welcome to my world... Heh the price you pay for doing arts at university I guess. Lately I haven't been up to much, prioritising the wrong things and doing too much, that's about it really. You know how you just ache for that one break that is gonna give you a way out of the rutt... yeah well it hasn't come along yet heh. One day it will. Hey if anyone lives in New York and see's this drop me a line. I need some advice on living there.

I hate mind games, I wish people would fuck off and die when they mess around like that. I'm so angry. I'm so wasted. Fuck it.

over my face so that I can smell his existance one last time. Then forget him as I wash it away. I hate what he put me through. I hate that I mean nothing. After he said I was everything. It's so hard to tell what is truth, it has been for some time. You try so hard to just Be, but then it's not good enough, and so you try to not be affected by all this bullshit within society and by what's "wrong" or "right"... but it never works. And you end up, right back where you started.